November is Pulmonary Hypertension Awareness month

NOVEMBER is the month of Pulmonary Hypertension.

Did you know anyone can Pulmonary Hypertension? According to the Mayo Clinic, There's over 200,000 cases in the U.S every year. What is Pulmonary Hypertension, just as it is Pulmonary lungs and Hypertension high blood pressure. Therefore, pulmonary hypertension is high blood pressure in the lungs. Although, the Mayo clinic states that this type of high blood pressure affects the arteries in the lungs and the right side of the heart.

My mom was diagnosed a few years before she passed away. First they diagnosed her with COPD, and sleep apnea. Then, finally a pulmonologist diagnosed her with PAH. Finally when she was able to have that diagnosis and proper treatment she was able to have a little ounce of her life back.

I have three great friends I have met on the journey after my mom passed away. And, with them, I feel alittle like my momma is still around.

Almost 6 years

Aloha oe, everyone.

I'm 13 days away from my moms anniversary. It's still the hardest pill to swallow. But I want to believe that she's here with me and that's always with me. This journey has not been an easy road to walk, but I do believe that in time the road gets easier. But even after 6 years, it's still a rough road.

So, my progress so far is because of my children. I've come this far because they're looking up to me. They are the reason for me still being here. It's hard knowing that in this journey I feel alone. I mean, I have my family surrounding me. My baby sister has the same loss as I have. But, still.. I feel alone.

I am sad that my mom isn't here. But I think I have come to terms. Have you ever seen the show Long Island Medium? My grandma,  the truest Christian, has told me to stop watching that kind of shows. It's the devil. And, I love her to pieces. But I can't help but feel like ma will always come through. Heheeh love you grandmama.

I can tell you now, I do go through my roller coaster - I miss her everyday. And, I'll forever see her as my best friend. But, I am okay.

About MY Phorever

Aloha!

This blog was design from inspiration of my mother, Mel. I can't even tell you how inspiration this woman is and she's definitely blessed with lots of love from a lot of people but most importantly by her two daughters.

What's in the name? MY PHOREVER.
My Phorever also means my forever. My mom was diagnosed with this disease called pulmonary hypertension. I explain more in some of my posts. Why I chose this name? Well, my mom IS my best friend, and I want nothing more than to show the world how important she is to me even if i'm able to impact a life in her honor.